elegant decay

mm, i think im gonna start using this again.

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we were shorthanded at work, and it SUCKED, b/c i had to stay way later than normal. :(

well i'll see Will later though so that should make up for it, lol

this weekend sucked. where the fuck is everyone?

I feel like such a failure! 4 out of 5 schools I got rejected. I just gotta hear from IUP. Ugh. kfhdjkflkdjlhjsjklf! this whole situation has got me down in the fucking duuumps! i think im as sad as the time dave broke up with me. so this means ill lose tons of weight! yessss. hey, gotta think of SOMETHING positive right?

Ok, b/c of SOMEONE AND YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE, i'm turning the comments OFF. fuck you, this is MY journal.

so within the next 2 weeks I find out where I'm gonna go to school at. whoa how nerve-wrecking.

...

3 months in 2 days ♥

im kinda tired, and worried, and i have to talk to this fuck face kid again. the one that gave me all the drama.

why do i have to talk to him? cause id idnt have balls enough to be a bitch. eeeeesh i hate how nice i am.

so me and the so-called best friend arent talking anymore. and im liking it.

why? because lately all he has been is a little prick. always bitchy and complaining and making up lies.

whatever. but anyway, me, monique and chris went out last night and it was fun. i wanna do that more often.

ugh. i have nothing to say. things are so boring lately. and i want new music to listen to, because everything local around here sucks so much, its all the same shit. get over the fucking "screamo"/"hardcore" scene already. dont get me wrong, its good stuff(sometimes), but its so played out.

who wants to do something this weekend? call my cell.

ive been home ALLLLLL weekend watching t.v. what a bum. now my mom thinks im depressed. I dont think i am... hm... people will just tell me im in denial. whatever.

went out yesterday and got shit-faced.
good yet terrible times.
meh, whatever.

today turned out good, theyre making a coffee bean that is 10 minutes closer then the one i usually go to. how great is that?? now I can get my mocha pretty much anytime i want, haha.

♥

will and me were gonna meet up today. but then he found he had volleyball practice. stupid volleyball. :(

Lol, sorry. Ok, i'm updating.

so I had the worst night at work. i hadn't been there for an hour when I was pulling this picture frame stand thingy out of the box. Well i didn't hear glass rattling but apparently the glass was broken. I didn't KNOW it was broken. Well i pulled it out, but I cut my finger on a piece of glass. Not only that, the piece of glass got stuck IN my finger. I looked and couldn't even see it but it hurt. I started to squeeze my finger a bit and it started bleeding. If i hadnt done that I wouldnt have known the glass was in there! I had to have Mary Ann, the manager pull it out because it was in my right hand and I couldn't get the right angle with my left hand to pull it out :( besides I am right handed, which didn't help.
Well the next thing I put together required some hammering. Of course I ended up hitting my THUMB with the hammer.
Lastly, I was putting these ottomans up on topstock, and I was climbing up the tall ladder, when I hit my shin really hard on one of the steps.

So obviouly it wasn't my day at work.

yea, so that's about it.

so im getting a livejournal because people keep saying i should, so hi, lol. I dunno what to write tho. i'll write more later i guess.